GUILT

CHOICE MOVIE: Hitch. Hilarious movie w/Will Smith and this one chik whose name I don't know. Currently playing at the Humota. Go see it, it's funny.

Why do I always feel guilty about the stupidest shit? Like, I could lie to you point blank, steal from a store, or seriously injure someone w/out a trace of guilt or remorse, but stupid stuff, like changing my course schedule, makes me feel guilty.

Today I dropped Apparel&Design and am taking Spanish during that period, and Writing w/Competency is my first period. True, Ulstead is not that much better than Dvorak, but at least I know I can handle him. I prefer the known evil to the unknown. I feel I would've ended up strangling either Mrs.D or myself had I spent the whole Tri about 6 inches from her for a whole 45 min 5 days a week. I feel guilty about thinking these thoughts. Like even if I do dislike someone, I don't like them to know it b/c I don't really wanna hurt their feelings or anything. Yeah, that makes sense.

Anyz, Savery also kinda guilt tripped me b/c apparently 6th is her more hoppin' class and she didn't want any more peeps in there. Also, Annie is in this class hour and Savery felt we talked too much(even more than the freshmen!) last Tri. She'll prolly strategically place us as far away from each other as possible. What-ever.

*tomorrow is another day...*