MINOR NERVES

Choice Movie: The Little Black Book. For some reason, I luv Britney Murphy movies, so I was unable to not luv this one. It is v. funny from beginning to end and got Carly Simmon's You're So Vain stuck in my head(as Jamie and Zach can attest) even though I think they only played it once in the whole movie.

Okay, many people may not know this about me, but, I really don't show my feelings v. well. I really see no need to, so I don't. So it may seem like I'm perfectly fine and ultra confident about trying out for the musical, but I'm actually not. I'm actually kinda nervous. See, here's the thing I always forget about until just b4 I go to do something......I'm a really bad performer. Yeah, solo ensemble? SUCK. I had a fucking cold during the Sound of Music, and, well, I'm just not a v. g. actor. Regardless, I am trying out for a LEAD in the musical(even if it is only State Fair). Yeah, I'm a smarty. Right now, yeah, I'm feeling not so sure about standing in front of ppl and doing a little dialogue. I prolly won't get a lead anyway, I'm just kinda nerved up about it. Hopefully these minor nerves will go away by the time it comes to actually trying out.

Also, that Russian song that 's supposed to be 4 All State, yeah, that did not look easy.

On the up side, Holste wasn't so bad today, and Lauger gave us relatively easy stuff.