LONG ASS RANTING = BITCH BITCH BITCH

CHOICE MOVIE: Blow. This is a very sad movie. I still feel sorry for the guy. Poor drug dealer. Not a v.g. movie for me to be watching today. I'm already sad/mad/tired enough.

Ouch. I am in massive amounts of pain at this exact moment. There is an unrelenting throb-like ache going on in the small of my back, and just in the general hip area. I am bloaty and miserable. I may be exagerating tho.

Today's practice was not good. It was less than not good. It was distinctly horrendous. And so...I am le pissed. I am pissed with a large amount of people, Mrs. K being first and foremost. I am pissed because of the way she organised the practices from the get go. I'm pissed because she acts like I'm retarded for not knowing what to do in certain scenes when I'VE NEVER RECIEVED DIRECTIONS FOR THEM. Then, she changes her mind about what she wants 50million times and wonders why I don't know what I'm doing. It's b/c last week, you told me to do it THIS way, but apparently this week it's entirely different. OKAY. I'm pissed b/c she spends at least a half hour every practice lecturing us on how we waste time dicking around. YES WE GET IT, NOW STOP WASTING OUR TIME. You'd think she'd understand by now that yelling at us doesn't actually work.

Also, I have ONE outfit. I thought there were going to be more, and maybe there are, but you'd never guess it by the amount of effort whoever is in charge of such things is putting forth on my account. Because, that's right, no effort is being put out on my account. NONE. I'm not important, I don't matter. I sometimes wish very badly that they would just replace me. Or that I'd break an ankle/neck or some such.

I'm also slightly mad at Demi. This upsets me b/c I love Demi, and I'm not really mad at her per se. I'm mad b/c I suck at the dance, and don't know what to do for half of it. I'm mad at me b/c I don't dance and sing well at the same time. I forget to do one of them, I mean, really, I'm not a coordinated girl. I don't dance. Also, I'm not too much for the memorization of this song. Don't know why.

I'm getting my hair done tomorrow at 2:30, and hopefully it turns out alright b/c my senior pics are soonish-like as well. I have a math test Thursday and I'm still about 2 wks behind on my Econ.

GAAAAHHHH stress. I'm so tired. I just wanna curl up into a ball and die, but damnit, there are no decent corners when you need them.